Weird

I feel weird. I had a small row with Hubby last night over a very small matter. He called me names that I don't quite like it so I started to show face even though I know he was joking. After trying to make up a while but I still sort of no response, he began to get angry and kicked our small stool and threw the tv remote.

I felt really upset when he did this. I've told him so many times that he will scared me when he was throwing his tantrum, but he seems to forget everytime he got angry.

Sometimes I would think why things will turned sour, my fault? His fault? Both's fault? I dunno. I am not able to talk to him this morning so I came to work without saying goodbye. He too, did not call me during lunch. Even I suppose to go home now, I do not feel like it. I am not feeling well, I should have go home and sleep. Perhaps he will just smile at me when I return home and everything were forgotten... but I still don't want to go home. Weird, why?